I just want to be thin, fragile, weightless. I'm 17 and fat. Disgusting. I'm trying to change that. Heres to being the thin girl in ballet. This is my current motivation. I love meeting new people and talking to so don't be shy :)

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Anonymous asked: How tall are you and how much do you weigh? You're my goal weight.
what! no no no. i can’t be. i’m 5’5” and i weigh about 125 lbs.
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theillnessofperfection asked: you look so pretty and thin! I envy you right now!
thank you lovie, but i have a super long way to go.
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the thing about recovery is
you freak out over every little piece of shit that you eat. im not gaining weight. why am i so goddamn worked up?

i want to stop eating again.

help me.
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i want to eat. so badly. god fucking damnit.
it hasn’t even been 24hs.
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savemyskinnyass asked: but your beautiful
you are
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fasting day n1: green tea and off to school for 8 hs <3
(no eating for 8 hs.)
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Anonymous asked: but giving in to not eating is giving up your control all together. You're letting the disorder control your life and hurt you, and you're stronger than that. Challenge yourself to try eating healthy again and take back control. Make sure you get all the nutrients you need, and you shouldn't feel bingy. And letting yourself have some of whatever youre craving is totally okay. You dont have to feel guily about it. You're a beautiful, wonderful girl, and you deserve to be happy and healthy <3
eating healthy only makes me fear gaining weight. I REALLY DON’T WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT. i really don’t want to be as fat as i was. really. i don’t think i have another choice. you’re so so so sweet. i really don’t deserve any of that. but thank you so much <3
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